Monday and Tuesday
Went for my first councelling session – arent sure I need it but went anyway
We were a bit early so I took the boys to a park first they had fun on a slide and climbing wall
After we got home again sorted some stuff out like when my youngest will be having some easy mind care starting next week
this will make home schooling easier
After lunch we took my youngest back to kindy at last
He has asked EVERY DAY of the holidays when he could go back
Then I went to see a family support worker at the family centre
she was nice
My oldest is going to have a youth worker work with him for a while – hes sad and angry at the way the ex has been treating him
In the late afternoon started working on what I need to do to give the ex access with our boy this was a bit daunting but with help from the pastors wife via a phone call Im sorting it
Had a bit of a rough night
Im meeting the ex tomorrow with our boy to see the exs mother whom apparently might be dieing. The ex also needs to sign a paper for starting the legal action for him to get access. I was full of fear in the night. Till I concentrated on God and the fact that he will be right there with me.
Today we went over to our house. Im getting the locks changed and my sister bless her is paying for it.
We got our food parcel from CYPS. I was so thankful we hadnt missed the lady that delievered it. My car despite travelling around this morning got to kindy and broke down. I had dropped my youngest off and got in it to go home when it wouldnt work. I got a lift home with the pastors wife. Then I biked to the petrol station thinking that might be the problem. It didnt help. One of the fathers at kindy jump started me but then I was turning around and it stopped again. This time I was stuck in the middle of the road – arrr!!! The kindy teachers got me started this time and I made it home. Where it stopped again.
What an afternoon!!! So not what I need right now 😦