Turning My Thinking Around
At the moment I am having trouble forgiving myself
In my 2nd abusive relationship I remember the older children hiding under the desk in my daughters room. They were cowering there hugging each other. When my partner at that stage got angry. I am having flashbacks of this a lot at the moment.
I feel guilty that I have been in these relationships where they havent felt or been treated right.
I need to forgive myself. Much easier said than done. I was talking to my awesome friend today (Tracey) I am so so blessed to have her in my life.
I have decided though talking to her to start writing each day something I can be grateful for and also one thing that made me smile or laugh.
Feel free to join me if you want to
I am grateful to my friend Tracey
for all the love and support she gives meT
its much easier having here there for me than it is going through this alone as I have done so in the past where even my neighbour didnt know what was happening
I thank God each day for her 🙂
Reading an email from my cousin in the UK made me smile
She is older than me and is full of wisdom
I often wish she was my mother
shes very special too – loving, supporting and encouraging me 🙂